12:51 by Krissy and Ericha

12:51 by Krissy and Ericha

I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today
I'm reading the text you sent me again
Though I memorized it anyway

It was an afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other
But you didn't say hi cos I looked away

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

Oh oh oh oh...

And I saw you with her
Didn't think you would find another
And my world just seemed to crush
Shouldn't have thought that this would last

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I'm slowly drowning

The memories of him
And I know it shouldn't matter
As my heart begins to shatter
I'm left to wonder
Just how it should have been yeah

[Spoken]
Hey Tony
I just wanted to say...
Thanks for showing me around
I...really had a great time and
I wished I didn't have to leave but...
I won't forget about you

12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed
I'm not thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on
Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song
I'm so much stronger
Oh oh oh oh...


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memang mudah untuk kita jatuh suka pada seseorang, tapi sukar untuk melupakan..


Macam mana nak lupakan orang yang kita dah sayang ea?

Orang selalu cakap, buat kerja berat, busykan diri..jangan layan perasaan,..ea ke?... hummm.. Betullah tu, tapi melampau kalau terlalu busykan diri sampai abaikan kesihatan.. Kadang-kadang hati dah tak keruan asik teringat kan kenangan. Pergi sana, teringat, buat itu, buat ini, teringat.. Macam ni..bila nak selesai.

Tapi kenangan adalah kenangan. Biarkan saja,,paling penting, kita kene teruskan kehidupan.. Tak guna meraung, merayu, melutot, menyiku dan meme yang sebagainya.. so..macam mane ni??

1) Banyakkan masa bersama keluarga dan kawan-kawan 
Hubungilah ibu bapa di rumah,.Qada' lah semula saat-saat bersama sahabat. Keluar makan bersama even di cafe pon okey. Yang penting jalinan kekeluargaan dan persahabatan itu dapat kita eratkan dan ingat,  nilai kedua-dua ini lebih tinggi dari hubungan kasih kekasih..

Lebih baik, tambah kenalan lagi. dari situ, kita akan jumpa orang yang pelbagai jenis lagi. Terima saja kenyataan, dia bukan jodoh kita..

2) Berkongsi cerita
Luahkan apa yang terpendam dengan orang yang kita boleh percayai supaya tak makan hati. Dapatkan nasihat dan sokongan. Macam ini boleh membantu kita agar tidak membuat perkara bukan-bukan sebab kadang-kadang kita pon tak sedar ape kita buat.

Tapi, awas ea, bukan cerita di facebook, twitter.. Sangat annoying okey.. setiap saat nak post heart broken.,,Elok-elok orang yang baca kesian, kesudahanya, menyampah.. Memadai jika post sekali dua je.. Cukuplah..

3) Beriadah
Paling best, lari laju-laju..hahha..serius rase puas.. tapi lepas tu, sakit kaki kot.. Ain banyak berjogging je..hiking pon dah semakin kerap. tak pon climbing.. at least bila jumpa kawan-kawan beriadah ni..ada masa kita akan lupa sekejap kesedihan kita.

4) Jangan berdendam
Jangan ade sifat benci..sebab semakin kita benci, semakin kita ingat, semakin dia dalam jiwa... Lapangkan dada dan maafkan dia. just let him go...

5) Kerohanian
Ambil sedikit masa untuk mengisi hati kita dengan zikir dan taubat. Masih belum terlmbat jika kita ingin bertaubat. Memang betul manusia hanya ingat tuhan bila susah.. Manusia itu bersifat pelupa dan perlu selalu diingatkan.. Banyakkan membaca al-Quran dan sempurnakan solat terutama solat 5 waktu. Mudah-mudahan kita diberi petunjuk dan kekutan hati..



p/s: awak..hati saya semakin sembuh...^^